Sheesh...

With my two decades of existence, I have experienced things that have scarred my thoughts. My judgement was clouded but after years of self-actualization, I have come to the realization that people will always betray you - one way or another, directly or indirectly.

I have grown close with many people and yet, they were never true, never real. As far as I know, and still I believe, it is not me who is wrong on this part. Yes, no one ever told me in a serious note that I am a betrayer, that I am not to be trusted.

My issues in trust spawned way back in my secondary education days and have worsened in tertiary. Now in my workplace, it is but a melting pot of all polyesters combined.

Throughout the years I have grown solitary, asocial in other people's terms. I have learned that people will always go for what will benefit them the most, even if it includes destroying other people.

Trust itself has been compromised. Truth has been bent. Everyone has their own versions.

The world is indeed full of betrayals and lies.

I have been lied to many times - not the simple ones, but the greatest of them all. I have been betrayed.